This is my eighth InspiraBlog entry. When I re-launched the blog, I made the decision to post a new entry each Wednesday. Sometimes, I don’t post until the afternoon or evening. But, so far, I’ve kept to the scheduled day.
I have made attempts to start blogs before and, around the third week, I missed my deadline by a day. The following week, I let the deadline slip by two or three days. Then, I only posted once a month and not on a consistent day. Finally, I ended up feeling lousy about myself and stopped blogging altogether because I’d lost my steam and I figured I’d lost my audience.
So why resurrect the blog? Because I enjoy writing and I want to use my blog to help people, especially since I have so much to share about the experiences, realizations and lessons from this past year of bed rest and healing.
I was scared to do it. Will people read it? Will it resonate with with my audience? Will they stick with it from week to week?
I have a small audience, but I know growing an audience takes time, so I remain committed.
For now, having a small audience is a good thing. It gives me time to work out the kinks … if need be, change the day and time I post based on when the blog stats show I am reaching the widest audience, find out which topics are resonating with people and focus on those areas (and weed out the topics that don’t resonate) based on the readers’ comments. It also gives me time to increase my confidence. I keep my blog posts in the draft folder until the very last moment and it takes me and a lot of guts, and sometimes hours, to press the PUBLISH button. It does get easier–that is, less nerve-wracking–with each blog entry I share with you.
Before I re-launched the blog, I kept telling myself I wasn’t ready. But that was my fear talking and I can tell you that the fear has significantly decreased in the past month and a half. So perhaps this blog should be titled Start While You’re Still Scared Because the Fear Will Disappear.
Do you have a fear you want to overcome or a start before you’re ready experience to share? Also, what topics do you want to read about in future blog entries? Please post in the comments below.
Thanks for reading, InspiraGang! See you next week!